BEFORE
IT'S LIGHT
New
Poems
by
Lyn Lifshin
Black
Sparrow Press, 1999, 250 pp.
ISBN
1-57423-1114-6 (paperback) $16.00
ISBN
1-57423-1115-4 (cloth trade) $ 25.00
Reviewed
by John Birkbeck
The
literary voices of Lyn Lifshin are varied and myriad, and
any attempt to write a brief
review covering the tenor of all the poems
in her most recent book, would be a too gigantic task to try
in this space. "Before It's Light",
is more like ten books wrapped in
one cover.
No, it's
more like a universe; it runs the gamut of experience and
imagination, from injured childhood innocence through dangerous
knowledge of the world. Growing
up Jewish in a small New England town,
thinking she is too ugly and too fat to be loved, a young girl
daydreams of escape to life in
a far-off, glamourous place and time:
" . . .This girl,
9,
with too curly hair vows she
will never
have children, will travel,
live in Paris
or New York . . ."
(p. 80)
The poems
on love and erotica, implied by the title of that section
of the book, "Beware My Love", are explicit, intense experiences,
physically and mentally exhausting, and that seem, at times,
more like sexual combat, in an arena of joyless lust-- matings
in brief moments, in concert with a sense of loss, or
perhaps, a sense of not yet having
won. The strains of invisible melancholy
woven throughout are reminiscent of the forlorn songs of
Edith Piaf, and themes of fleeting
or lost love.
The group of poems
about the ambiguous relationship between mother
and daughter reveal the symbiotic love and rage that binds
them. Yet in the end, is the
stoic reliving of the agonising vigil over
the mother, dying a lingering and painful death in the cancer
ward. And after the mother's
death, awareness comes that love has triumphed.
Lifshin
is not all angst and gloom, however. At times she is
outrageously funny. The collection
titled "Red Velvet G-Strings And Apricot
Sighs," is peopled with characters who are given such titles
as Jackie-O, Marilyn, Lorena,
The Mad Girl, Jesus. The titles are funny
and cartoonish, yet there are dark undercurrents below, a kind
of shuddering empathy.
This
is seen in the poem, "Lorena Remembers The Night She Had A
Penis Of Her Own" -- taken from
the horrific story on the nightly news,
of a wife, in an act beyond everyman's mutilation nightmare
slices off her husband's penis
with a kitchen knife, and worse yet, drives
into the night and tosses it into a roadside ditch. In the
poem, patterned after that incident,
the reader gets a peek into the mind
of the sickened Lorena, contemplating the magnitude of what she
had done, able to see herself,
also, as a severed member:
" I could have been
what I held in
my hand that night,
cowering, quivering,
coming apart tho
somehow, even
wounded, abandoned,
I made it too . . ." (p.
161)
Lifshin's
poetic imagination traverses time and space. She can project
herself into the consciousness of someone who lived in distant
times and places not her own. She weaves a variety of realities;
is able to retrieve memories of existences as disparate as
life in a colonial New England town, or enduring the nightmare of
captivity in the Nazi death camps.
She can recall
memories from a vanished Indian nation in the American
Southwest; can place herself into the mind of a mummified,
five hundred year old Tibetan
woman in poem,"Tibet Woman (2)";
" You hear that we're
barbarians, superstitious. Is that all
bad? If you were here, I would
take an apple that
goes back, true, as far as before
the animals
were named . . ."
(p. 210)
In the final poem in the book,
the poet seems to re-dissolve into the
daylight of her own time and place:
IT
GOES ON
like dreaming of
some place after
you leave it. You
wake up in a daze
rain all day
in the pines.
It goes on
like that green,
like stained glass
between a bedroom
and the hall with
the light always
burning behind it,
cantaloupe and
peach light on
the bed all night"
(p. 239)
The
poet returns from a long and fitful journey into strange
and distant realms, recovering
refreshed, ready to pursue other far universes
of her poetic imagination.
-
John Birkbeck, Iowa City, Iowa, 2000
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